If I knew then...So.. my most recent contemplation is "If I knew then, what I know now... would i be better off today because of it?" .. interesting huh?
I think I'd have to say hell no.. I wouldve been paranoid for a lot longer.
As it is now - I find myself distrusting more and more people because of things others have done to me in the past. Certainly not fair for the new suckers who come into my life.. but it's the only way to feel safe.. albeit extremely lonely sometimes.
What to do.. what to do.. let it go.. slip into darkness for a while.. jump off the cliff.. take along the safety net.. or just freefall into forever..
sorry its so late!
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